Bad days are no fun.

I’m so sorry that you’re having a bad day sweetie :(
I wish that I could make it better and I guess that by typing this I am trying, but I wish I could make you smile.
I know that I have your computer and that’s no fun, but I will take care of Jelly and make sure she gets all the care, love and new parts she needs.
I’m glad there is a list of things to accomplish for you, that always makes my days better because when the day is over I can look at things like my closet and say “there are no longer pants just folded up in there waiting for attention, and now I have some more pants to wear… Nice!” So I hope that if you accomplish a lot today you do so with a smile and it helps you maintain that smile.
I love you, I love our relationship, I love road trips with you that help us bond and cultivate discussions that allow us to grow. Yesterday was really fun. You are my favorite person, please believe me when I tell you not to have doubts. I truly love you and everything I say to you out of love is the truth. If you need reminders, that is the reason I give you cards and books, so you’ll always have something from my heart to go back and read, it is all the truth, no lies, so when you read it believe it without asking yourself if I truly meant it. I did!
Call me anytime today, I am excited for today, it will be a little different and there are multiple good things that can come from it, You could hate not having your computer, in which case you would appriciate having it more when you do; or You could fund other things to to to fill the time when you would normally be on you computer and start to like doing those things, which is also a good result. Either way I see today as good.
Also, it sounds like you may need a day of rest, which is perfect because we got you a new book to read, so maybe that’s your goal for today, relax and read your new booky until it’s donezo.
I see a lot of positive in today, and I hope I have helped you find some as well.
I love you my baby baby honey honey sweetie sweetie tons and tons and tons forever and ever you are beautiful and desereve a hundred times better than me and that is why I won’t let you go, you are MINE! and I will cherish you! kisses and hugs

• 16 February 2009