notes to accompany our adventure
Plan-less days…
I know today we don’t have enough plans to fill out every second, and for sometimes that is just like having plans. Sometimes we just need to leave some slots open, who knows how long everything is going to take? So if we have plans then we would be stressed out about being late and limit our fun certain places. And how are we supposed to throw in that crazy random thing that just pops up if we have everything planned to a “T”? For me, the freedom of not having things planned let’s me appriciate and live in my days off, because time is wasted, and sometimes that’s exactly what is needed for relaxation.
About church, I don’t know for sure that I do want to go, but I do know that a lot of times on the days where it seems like more of a hassle to go than a luxury are the times that it feels the best to be there. And First Wednesday is a great time of worship and GCC has been doing a great job of making the service more about expiriance. I don’t know, boo, I’ve just been feeling like we’ve drifted further away from church lately and I miss it, school kind of got in the way with the transition to Wednesday, but before that I remember us promising to ouselves that we would go on any wednesday we could. And even further before that we used to love attending New Community. I don’t know, I think we just need to think about it. And I’ve stopped going to Merge, I know you don’t really like it, but I really did, I feel like it’s a great place to make friends that have values that mirror mine, and even if I don’t make friends it is encouraging to see people in my same stage of life living out a passion for Christ. It has always just been encouraging. And it sounds like tonight is going to be a hang out, eat food and socialize time, but who knows, we’ll see.
Anyway, we are going to have a wonderful day, I promise. And don’t let any of that church stuff get you worked up and have a downward outlook on today… We will just talk and we will do so honestly and that will be that best way for us to work through it. I love you and you mean the world to me. Kisses dearest.