I just realized I am very sad that I can’t update this very often, I want to all the time but my phone isn’t letting me… This post is taking my entire break. I miss you, I’m happy and excited! I feel not so stressed. Joy, I feel glimpses of joy on these days and I cherish it, I want to know what causes that and have more in my life. I love you and miss you abundantly! Kisskiss.