notes to accompany our adventure
Last night (smile/frown)
Last night was amazing, we had so much fun! I can’t even believe how much fun that was it rocked more than I even imagined. Afterwords, I ruined it, and I am sorry. I was focused on me and my feelings, I was distracted and I lost sight of your feelings and loving you with the passion God has for you. I truly apologize and I love you more than ever. We have some massive things on our plate (even if there primarily on my side of the plate, it’s still our plate) and with that added stress I get crazy (passing out, losing kindness towards you) and nobody every wants to be crazy, and you can rarely tell that’s how you’re being until afterwards. I am trying ever so hard to love you with a passion that mirrors God’s love for you. It’s not always easy, but it is always worth it. God loves you uncoditionally, forever, and with intesity we know not of; and my goal in our relationship is to feel a love as similar to that as humanly possible. I love you Kara, more, always, unconditionally, and intensely.