notes to accompany our adventure

Today seems like a bad day… Kinda

You haven’t heard anything about your internship, I’m at work far away, we’re not engaged yet. It’s rather easy to pile up all the bad and sit underneath it feeling totally overwhelmed and trapped with no way of getting out…

… but, alas, hope is here. I am the one who is here to provide you with that hope. Firstly I’d like to address engagment. I want it. You want it. I am working ever so hard to be engaged to you. I am. I love you. We will be married to eachother. I want to be married now. Let’s do this! and then there’s this internship. It is very exciting. You’ve gotten a lot set up. I know that school is something that is very overwhelming and that’s the way tge schools like it. But we can’t let them do that to us. We must take control. Do everything in your power, everything, to learn, do, achieve, accomplish whatever it is that you need, and I’ll help. But we are the only ones on the world who care about your internship this much. They don’t, it not high on their list, that explains the results we’ve seen so far. Always remember God is in control of everything, if we want to have power like that we must only align out selves with what God wants and we can do everything!

Cedar point is available Friday through Sunday. We can make it happen. We must only plan. I am very excited for this road trip and day of fun, rest, scary-ness, rides, and laughs! It’s ok booboo.

Always remember there are always people in worse and better places than we are and comparing is a sure way to false feelings. Be careful when doing so. We must only think about God, His plans, intentions and desires for our lives; that is all that truly matters, when it all boils down.

This is a long post on my phone. Sorry forthwith misspellings (of which I’m sure there are many) but I wanted to take time and give you a little hope on a day you are feeling at tge bottom of a pile of life. I am here for you always and forever on anything. Believe that and help me to become the person that helps you best deal with struggles, I’m always learning, I’m not always the best, but I do care the most, and only want to make you happy!

Kisses, be mine forever, I am yours, my love for you is endless and greater than you know, let me show you. morelove

Snuggle reminds me of Kara, I love Kara! I miss kara (sadface) I love kara!

I love you baby. You are the best and you mean tge world to me. Kisses my love, forever, I love you, you are the best. I had a wonderful weekend with you as well. And can’t wait to have several other terrific days with you! I miss you too love.

Boo,

Drive safe today. I love you!

I loved CO with you!

You, my friend, are sooo beautiful!

“Snappy and reponsilive”

—   is what you are.

I love you so much baby and can not wait to marry your beautiful face!

Sleeping beauty.
This little guy was trying to come back from GR with me. I think he liked you; I also think he didn’t make it (sad face)

You’re doing amazingly

There are some challenging times and some hard struggles, but you are doing amazing holding on and sticking in there. I am trying love really hard. I want to be closer to you I want to make more money I don’t like driving I love you I want to support your every need I do. love I’m trying. more love

I love you precious. You are so beautiful. My love for you is never ending!

I miss hanging out with you at my house. I remember truly feeling a sense of sabbath on those days and I miss that. I find it hard to force myself to take a full day off to rest and I can feel that. But what’s most important is I miss hanging out...

We got a car!! Yay!!

We are spectacular. It is spectacular. I’m so excited.