It’s the third

Which means it’s some form of our anniversary. So have a happy one.

I’m so excited to be able to see you tonight, I really need it, I need your love.

I’m sorry, so sorry.

You are the best, I want to do the best for us and for you. Help me. You are my everything. I love you the most.

love

• 3 Nov 2009

I thank you so much for your help in the mornings. Not only do you make them more pleasurable because you are there with your happy smiley face, but you do so much to assist me, it’s crazy. You are the best in the world and I couldn’t dream up anyone better than you to spend the rest of my life with.

We had a wonderful day of rest yesterday, it was amazing. A great weekend. I thank you for all of your sacrifice. May blessing follow you all of your days, and may I provide you as much love as you me.

lover-bug

• 2 Nov 2009

Have great day!

Get worky done to best ability! You awesome! Kiskis for babe.

• 30 Oct 2009

You have a magical day!

And I like watching tge same thing as you too.

• 28 Oct 2009

I was just watching the video of me pulling you around on the sled… So much fun! I can’t wait until Sunday! Just a few days away. Kisses lovely!

watch the video, if you have time.

• 28 Oct 2009

Sorry for my lies

I am, they are not my intention, I am so sorry, I do not want to be a liar. I love you and I am not ashamed of you nor our relationship nor anything about us.

I love you and I’m so excited to be back in the area and see your beauty.

love, endless love

• 27 Oct 2009

I’m excited to pray with you tomorrow evening, my blessing.

• 26 Oct 2009

Today is tomorrows yesterday.

I continually find myself wanting to go back to the past, wether it’s hours ago when we were lying on the couch watching Christmas Vacation, or years ago when we were riding together in my white civic.

I miss the past and I want to go back there and re-live it forever…

but then I realize, today is tomorrows yesterday. (as I type this it makes me want to drive to your house after work; we’ll remember the things we do together, but not how much gas money we’ve spent) I need to do today what I will be happy to remember and wish I could go back to.

I love you and I am so sorry we are not married yet, I feel so helpless in the matter, yet I am the only one who can do anything, I am doing everything I can love.

I miss you, I want to live with you, I want to be with you always. I can’t wait for your schedule to be less stressful but you are handling it very well.

I don’t know what else to write besides I love your dearest, with a passion you know not of and with a love that is so mad it’s not “officially forever” yet. You are my everything Kara, and I am so happy we are still making ‘yesterdays’ worth going back to.

(this is not official, but “Will you marry me, Kara?”)

the always kind of love is yours forever from me

• 26 Oct 2009